When I spend too much money I have a feeling of guilt built up inside...
so I suck it up, because I feel I have to much pride..
The day ticks by slowly...I start to watch the clock...
One shopping spree won't hurt..
It's only 11:00....
Guilt turns into money...it melts out of my hands...
into the pockets of others, and here I stand...
alone with my stuff, with a fake smile on my face...
it only helps to ease the pain, it never makes it go away...
Maybe I think, just for a minute I can change...then tomarrow comes..
And im again...shopping away.
so I suck it up, because I feel I have to much pride..
The day ticks by slowly...I start to watch the clock...
One shopping spree won't hurt..
It's only 11:00....
Guilt turns into money...it melts out of my hands...
into the pockets of others, and here I stand...
alone with my stuff, with a fake smile on my face...
it only helps to ease the pain, it never makes it go away...
Maybe I think, just for a minute I can change...then tomarrow comes..
And im again...shopping away.
~Monica
Oh, I feel your pain, I do!!! Make it stop, make it stop! Wait. I need the therapy. Retail therapy. LOL.
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